Wednesday, October 1, 2008
bitching 8:37 AM

I have never wake up feeling angry before, it’s the first time today! I remember esther called her LANG(wolf) in one of her post, so I shall follow suit. Woke up and got a few messages in the morning, when I read LANG’s message, I could literally feel my blood boiling! I could feel the viens throbbing on the side of my head. I was shouting “FUCK FUCK FUCK” in my head and I called baby just in case I scream my lungs out!
“Hi tracy. I believe u have the keys, right? I wont be able to come to work today. I’m on mc. Anything, pls call me. By the way ……………………………..”
It was a message sent at 4.43am, I didn’t reply cus if I do, it wont be anything nice. I swear it’ll be very nasty! Here’s my reply to you! Although you might never get to read my blog! “BLOODY HELL! I’VE NEVER SEEN SUCH AN IRRESPONSIBLE ADULT BEFORE! If you were really sick, I don’t mind working alone BUT YOU ARE SO FUCKING NOT SICK. My defination of SICK is feeling neusea, in immense pain or somewhere just cant function properly. You cannot use MY HAND IN SWOLLEN, I CANNOT WRITE as an excuse! You’re making me sick in my stomach wolf! And how could you ask S to cover for you on Tues? it’s her new year’s eve leh! You want/expect people to sympathise you, put themselves in your shoes, do the same for others! I can still put up with this for the time being, don’t step on my tail anymore! I pray that you wont have to trouble Sal, Esth or Serene or whoever to help you cover your “FRAIL” body. Heard that you’re stressed out at Bedok.
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This is not defamating alright. And wolf is a Sb for goodness sake, a notch higher than us. Her way of doing work is so damn stiff and inflexible..ah ah, don’t side track. Let’s go back to MCs and Leaves. We worship them don’t we? It’s our benefits as an employee. I think it’s okay to clear our leaves, make full use of it cus we work so hard, we need to relax and put our feet up. But I really don’t think it’s okay to clear MCs and know when you want to clear it la! Fuck! If your absense don’t affect anyone, fine, by all means clear them. But consider those who plan the schedule, who find your replacement, who is your replacement!
2Oct
As I’m typing this, I just receive another message
“Hi girl, need your help. Will you be able to cover me tom pm shift instead on oct 7? My hand condition is getting worse. It’s been numb for 3 days nonstop. The numbness has spread now up to my elbow. It’s painful. Need to go back to the doctor. Hope you could help. Thanks”
Fuck you BITCH! YOUR HAND NOT PAIN FOR TYPING SUCH A LONG MESSAGE MEH! If it’s true, if it’s really real! Too bad la, you’ve cried wolf so many times. “Cannot.” I work to earn my allowance, not to cover you leh fuck. No more covering for you la!
Esth asked me to ignore her, kel call her to eat shit and die. LOL.
Despite this, something sweet happened! I received this when i was working yesterday!!!





Mr Phua got it for me! He’s so sweet and quite romantic right? Haha. A man came in with this bouquet of flowers looking for miss tracy tan. I could hear my heart beating la. I was still wondering who send me flowers. Elated when I saw kelvin phua signing off. Haha. Cant stop smiling to myself silly for that moment. =) Who say girls are not easily contented? It’s this kind of sweet gesture we’re looking for. Tender loving care, with a hint of the ELEMENT OF SURPRISE!

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