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Monday, April 28, 2008
an old time affair
6:33 PM Class of 2E2'01 it's been 7 years and we're still having our class gathering once or twice a year. Thanks to the brilliant aunty may. So many of them couldnt turn up cus of NS and uni but the few of us still had a fun time together. one got married with 2 kids one got engaged one is going to get engaged i find them intriguing...hmm, maybe next year's my turn? haha. Whose to say but i highly doubt so. I only like the idea of wearing the wedding gown and parasailing down. haha. E2 girls will know what i mean. Sara Lim. I think she looks like Sabre from "so you think you can dance". Shes cool, i like her. She's a lawyer-to-be. oh crap, investment law is on friday. Samantha Goh. We were like siamese twin in secondary school la. Oh well, things changed. I'm closer to Ruth Goh instead. haha. Sara quoted "what an interesting twist of fate." Here's the girls And here's the boys. Some very old random pictures from the past (found them when i was trying to dig out the class photo of 2e2): Who's this cute little boy? HAHA Sunday, April 20, 2008
a few shots of love
10:18 PM Saturday, April 19, 2008
2:37 AM study now party later Cheers! Thursday, April 17, 2008
ceteris paribus
9:57 PM The complexities of the real world forces us to simplify assumptions. If only we can ceteris paribus our lives. To those we are busy mugging for your econs. There were three people cast away on a desert island: a chemist, an engineer and an economist. There was no food on the island and their plight seemed desperate. Then they discovered a crate of canned food that had been washed up on the island.When thhy realised that they had no means of opoening the cane, they decided that each of them should use their expertise to find a solution. The chemist searched aroud for various minerals that could be heated up to produce a compound that would burn through the lids of the cans. The engineer hunted aroud for rock and then worked out what height of tree they would have to be dropped from in order to smash open the cans. Meanwhile the economist sad down and thought, 'Assuming we had a can opener...' Wednesday, April 16, 2008
la vie est belle
4:28 AM la vie est belle -life is beautiful we were on the dhl hotair balloon, 150m from the ground. It was quite a view up there, but too bad i didnt have my camera on that day. Better grab a few friends or a special someone to try this,heard that they are ending their lease very soon. (it'll be much better to know someone who works there.=) Thanks Eugene!) Took off my braces on friday. After many years of having a metal mouth and it's finally off! Oh, i can finally bite from an apple and chew chewing gums. No more food stuck and it's so much easier to brush my teeth now. If you're looking for an orthodontist, i'll recommend you Dr Lim Teh Peng. Lim ah! Causeway bay Cafe. Was quite disappointed that our chill out place was closed down but fortunately, they only changed the concept of it. The staffs are still the same, i'm still sitting facing the cafe while ruth still faces out, still cant stop visiting the toilet but maybe the ones sitting with us has changed. my new sweater! i'm so in love with the print! Spent 160sgd on 2 outerwear last week. i think i'm a sucker for jackets, sweaters, pullovers and cardigans. It's norm to overspend on bags and shoes but i dont think many people buy alot of jackets right? psst.. this sweater is reversible! It is a big deal! IT IS! Marcus. It's been half a year since i last talk to him. Some things have changed, some still remain the same. it's been a long time since i saw yishan. one day the four of us should have dinner at swensens again. I cant believe i still have this picture in my photobucket. Song of the day Lisa Loeb - Fools like me But I did, I can I was, I am Only human, living, dying Just like any fool who ever breathed If love is blind If love's a drug It always is It always was and Love was surely made for fools like me Thursday, April 10, 2008
ice cream
10:16 PM Back then when i was a child, i loved ice cream. i always managed to convince my mother to get me a scoop whenever i feel like eating it. My favorite flavor was mint, thought it was quite weird for a kid but heck, it taste awesome. My mother said i was boring, why not choose other flavors. Chocolate, strawberry, chocolate chips, mango, raspberry, sounds delicious but nah, i love mint remember? If you ask me what's my favorite ice cream now? Frankly, i have zero idea.I'm standing in front of a scoop shop, been craving for ice cream since morning. i imagine myself savoring every mouth of it, it's sweet, smooth, rich and it just gives you the oomph. Standing in front of the dip case, i wonder what should i choose this time. I've tried a few, some were okay some were not, but i am trying to look for my favourite flavour. Vanilla is safe but it's boring, double chocolate is so tempting but sinful at the same time, i had rum and raisins, loved it and i thought i'd never get sick of it. Little did i know that it made me fall sick, not once but twice. Fucked up ice cream i swear i would not buy it again. Gosh, i saw some new flavours, oatmeal cookie, tiramisu, greentea,DAMNIT! The oatmeal cookie looks so tempting! know what? at the back of my head i'm still thinking of rum and raisins. it must be the alcohol seriously. you know it's bad for your health but you just like the bitter sweet taste. i've decided and i walked out of the shop. Feeling thirsty, i bought a snapple instead. Wednesday, April 2, 2008
reminiscent
7:29 AM 12:45am Sunday, Jan 27 rem·i·nis·cent /ˌrɛməˈnɪsənt/ [rem-uh-nis-uhnt] –adjective 1. awakening memories of something similar an awakening memory? i dont know. but it certainly hit me as i sit at Ang Mo Kio MacDonald's doing work with Kavin, Deborah and Sean. this was where we used to hang out, this was where we had fun and loads of laughter, this was where i was so in love with you. sometimes i really hope to bump into you at school since you are studying at SIM, and sometimes i really hope i could just grab a glimpse of you on my way to school as the bus passes by your house. for almost 2 years of my life, i alighted at that very bus stop. and for almost 2 years of my life, i text you 'hey im here already you can come down now'. and fucking hell, for almost 2 years i waited 10 minutes for you to come down and see you smile and say 'sorry baby!' you know sometimes i just miss you so. yes, there may be someone else, and i should had fucking listened to you. yes, now i regret. though, that said, could bring nothing back. nothing. how life plays you out man. like what i always had said, 'just one fucking mistake and pooofff you're gone'. it was just one mistake. i looked through all our pictures in the hidden folders just now with deborah. i played the anniversary video i did for you, but it bloody hanged half way through. what? now i couldn even reminisce? crap. i could roughly guess you block me off msn. occasionally, i type in 'rainbow-trimmed.blogspot.com / theurbancouture.livejournal.com' in hope that 'this user could not be found' would not appear. but to my disappointment, it always does. now i know how you feel when you told me you just wanted to barely know whats going on in my life, just the slight bit, and thats all you ask for. i know how you feel now, for thats what i want now. just to know for the slightest bit how you are doing, and what you are doing. being a fuckhead, i was blinded by someone else back then. i couldn feel you back then. and its so damn true you only feel someone when you lost him/her. i'm not being a bastard, after not having her, and now i'm running back to you. no, im not. i'm not running back to you. i dont deserve that. i dont deserve you. i dont fucking deserve to have you. its fine, its still fine. ive sort of moved on. i bet you did too. well, the point is, i miss you. no longer can i not live without you, but i miss you. no longer can i not know how to live without you, but i miss you. baby, i really do miss you. i dont even think you'd read this, but heck, i just need to let it out, even if its to a fucking computer. i need to pen something down. call it being emo, fuck it. you know how i used to tell you i could only love someone so much, and thats you. hey, know what. thats so damn true. i never lied to you. yah fine, i probably did. thats fucked up. i regret. but so what? life's a ladder of lessons. you learn one lesson after every mistake/decision, whatever you wanna call it. this lesson, its not worth learning a lesson out of it. its just not worth it. well, if you ever do read this, i'm doing fine. doing great. just finished my final film, running into the last lap of my poly days. i'll leave this note here for as long as im cool enough for facebook. lol. and till facebook crashes down, i'll be hoping you'd read this. =) a note from my ex to be continued... |
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It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.Dr Maya Angelou thank you for dropping by C:, doesnt matter if you leave a message or not. It just proves that either you adore me or that i'm really interesting! So Welcome! bold italics underlined please and peeve
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