being in love

Dear Rosie,

Please do not torture yourself with questions that you dont know the answers to. You are going through a really difficult time right now but you are getting on with it, and you do it time and time again. Every knock back makes you stronger.

I cant tell you whether to stay with Greg or not, only you can make that decision, but all i can say is if there's any love there at all then you should work at it. Every small things grow when you nurture it, Rosie. Love is just the same. But if that is making you miserable then leave and find something else that brings you the happiness you deserve to feel.

Just listen to what your heart is saying and go with your gut instinct and it will lead you the right way. I'm sorry i have no great words of wisdom for you, Rosie, but at least you know that you're not alone; other people dont have all the answers to the questions. Sometimes, we're all just as confused as you are.

Take care,
Love, Stephanie

Taken from Rosie Dunne, a novel by cecelia ahern (Author of Ps i love you)

Friday, May 9, 2008

lost 9:30 AM

Working at Tiong Bahru was quite cool. That place looks better than Bedok but the best thing that happened today was meeting gabriel.He's working at citi too. Singapore is so tiny la.Fancy seeing my national team player. (yes i was from the national team back in primary school, i know its quite unbelievable)

We just talk about how awful we felt during that trip(at thailand) cus almost all of us were down with food poisoning. It has been a very long time since i played basketball la. Have been playing alot of TOU LAN JI though haha. PCB, faster come back and shoot basketball with me!

I was lost at tanjong pagar while trying to look for DANCE EM STUDIO. I seriously strongly recommend them to change their signage. It wasnt helpful at all and def not friendly to the eyes. Looks more like a graffiti in my opinion. Stood outside for nearly an hour while waiting for ruth lar. Luckily when i was about to go home she called.

" i'm gonna leave this dangerous game that i cant afford to lose anything anymore. All along i was protecting myself and i believe that i will never ever take down my outer shield. Cheers to all those brave hearts who believe in true love, believing that the other half do exists. But this doesnt seems logical to me now. I wasnt taught how to love but i loved you unconditionally. I wasnt taught how to love but i was taught how to not love anymore."

Thursday, May 8, 2008

my two neices 9:16 AM

All these were taken 3 mths ago. I skipped lecture for the first time to accompany serene to get her husky. Isnt Snowie adorable? She was sleeping on my lap when we were on our way home on day one la. Everyone said she looked like a polar bear. Totally, i must agree!

Look at Snowie now....

she'll be singing

"then i'll be
BIG, blonde (silver) and beautiful
it's time to face the fact
it's irrefutable"

I shant leave Otis out, she's this cute little jack russell who loves to play with big dogs. She looked so small standing beside snowie.

i used to detest otis cus she kept on barking when we played mahjong. It's this high pitch Squeal that makes your ear drums ache. Very irritating. But she's so obedient and lovable now. Awwwww....

Serene Yeo: if you're reading my blog (good luck for your exams!)

Monday, May 5, 2008

Hallmark 6:32 AM

I'm currently chatting with two gorgeous people in my life now. Both of them (i suspect, works for hallmark.)

Think it i really need to blog this before i can concentrate on my studies now.

From my Best friend Ruth,

Jovelle Ruth says:
The night has passed..
Jovelle Ruth says:
Tracy's exams are over fast.
Jovelle Ruth says:
Party's a must
Jovelle Ruth says:
Lets eat pizza's crust!
Jovelle Ruth says:
And kinder days that has rust
trayc says:
haha
trayc says:
you can work for hallmark
trayc says:
seriously

After this, came a pleasant surprise from Marcus,

marcus says:
u there?
trayc says:
yea
marcus says:
i have something for u
marcus says:
just a min.
trayc says:
ok
marcus says:
There once came a time and day,
When you blew my heart away.
Though none admits they first liked one another,
This love is without a question made for each other.

marcus says:
Then came a catastrophe,
As we both fell like fleas.
It must have been the darkest days of your life,
But do you know baby it had been mine too?

marcus says:
Now as fate brings us back together,
I yearn for you just like the deer yearns for the water.
And as I ran underneath the cloudless night,
I see no reason why I should give up this fight.
Now as fate brings us back together,
I yearn for you just like the deer yearns for the water.
And as I ran underneath the cloudless night,
I see no reason why I should give up this fight.
marcus says:
I hope there will come another time and day,
When you will once again blow my heart away.
It should always be tracy and marcus,
Because in my life you always come first.

marcus says:
And I love you.
marcus says:
fyi i wrote that all myself.
marcus says:
so yah.
marcus says:
just a lil something.
trayc says:
That's the sweetest thing i've received
marcus says:
=)
trayc says:
haha. why you make me tear again
trayc says:
thank you thank you
marcus says:
haha.
trayc says:
i'm really touched
marcus says:
ur welcome.
marcus says:
im glad u are.

These two poems just made my day! My blog's a poetry class! haha
i love the two of them, i really do...

Saturday, May 3, 2008

The Square Root of 3 5:07 AM

The Square Root of 3 by Dave Feinberg

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

one word,
ingenious

tracytan

It's in the click of my heels, The bend of my hair, the palm of my hand, The need of my care, 'Cause I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.

Dr Maya Angelou

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It just proves that either you adore me or that i'm really interesting!
So Welcome!

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